It never happens, and looking back it clearly has not happened for a very long time.
My apologies to those very very few who enjoy my ramblings.
What is new.
So much tis hard to write about, so I shall keep it entertaining and general.
Currently I am sitting in a computer lab at my local (only) university library waiting around and suddenly had the idea to post something for I am bored but also been compelled to write more of my so called 'memoirs' - In this case just a post as I wait for the one I call my girlfriend, the one facebook tells me I am 'in a relationship' with. Unlike times in the past this is actually a legit one and going quite well so these days been in a sort of romance bliss, this time the gal seems to fit perfectly with me. It is like finding that damned missing board game piece that's been missing for years preventing you to play your favourite game.
Soon I believe I can actually read Pablo Neruda and relate to it... soon enough.
On another note, because let's be honest, who the fuck cares about my love life...
I am a ponderer, it is what I do. I can sit an entire day and just think.
Think about how I was a bird in a past life and what sort of bird I would be. I think about all the works I want to create from scripts to plays to poetry, novels and memoirs and perhaps even drawings and sculptures, or maybe something crazy like a man eating machine.
I think about how fucked up money is and capitalism and the ever widening gap between the wealthy and poverty. I think of all those I could influence one day (probably after I am dead) with the power of my words, how the things that I be thinking shall be brought to life years from now by a whole community of people who use them for good to fight off the man eating corporations and the banks and the princes who point figures and laugh at us paupers.
I think of what I hope everyone thinks of, of important things I just think of them in a different way. I think so that in the end I can put these universal thoughts into words. Not just any words but words that when read will ignite that inspiration inside us all and start a fire that will destroy stereotypes and bigotry, of classism, religion, and the mindless buying of useless shit made my the poor we will never know. Hopefully we will be engulfed in flames of change, and I want to be one of the many to make that a reality...
One day. When I am long gone.
For now I shall just keep on thinking, and hopefully a writing, because really tis a waste to keep such things locked up inside my wandering mind. tis best to let it run free in language and text and the imagination of an entire society.
Till next time folks.